Tuesday, August 18, 2015

The 妹妹's cough.

Since May2015, 妹妹 has started coughing and what seems like a normal flu bug and cough seems to have lasted very much longer than normal. For 3months already. Four rounds of antibiotics, 7 visits to the doctor (4x GP, 1x PD, 2x TCM) and the girl is yet to be well.

What broke my heart was on one Sunday morning that there wasnt a sound of coughing, she as so glad that she as telling everyone in the car that she asnt coughing t all and she was so glad. It was indeed nice Sound of silence for us and for that moment it was pure joy to have what it seem like  healthy child again. But it didnt last long.

I am just so discouraged and sad that on top of the usual coughing, now the mucus is flowing and it seems that the cycle is starting all over again.

Its been 3months. i want my healthy non coughing, non ailment, healthy baby back. A baby that can eat ice cream, eat candy, have pure simple joy without having to cough back. She seem to have lost some weight. Its sad.

God please tell me what i need to do. It hurts to see my baby in such a state.

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